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Sunday, February 7, 2010 I should stop blogging about sad stuff. In fact, I should learn to be more like Meemeeszx and be more carefree. I should throw away structure and do away with this... needy side of me. To be honest, I feel like an 'A' blood type sometimes (omg Kiseop is so cute). Then sometimes I'm a 'B' blood type, totally like Dongho. And then most times I'm a 'O' blood type, which I think I'm supposed to be. I swear Jellyfish cannot be a 'B' blood type, she's totally not like him at all. She's more of an 'A' blood type person. I think I'll roflol if we eventually find out that she's actually an 'A' blood type and not a 'B' blood type. I think I'm a bit of 'AB' blood type too, because of the whole straightforward, frank and no covering up way that I speak. Watching episode 2 of U-kiss' 'Vampire' right now, courtesy of the awesome Rocketboxx forums and their super awesome subbing team. Most of the U-kiss goodies that I get to watch are thanks to them! :D So yes, big thanks to Rocketboxx's subbing team for providing English-subbed videos/audio videos of U-kiss. Just had to say that because I reaaaaally appreciate their effort. They seem to be the only fans of U-kiss who sub U-kiss videos, so yeah. I'm watching U-kiss and ZE:A videos now instead of studying, as you guys might have realized. I think I'm just gonna memorize the content briefly later, sleep on it and flunk the exam, then do really well for History because I'm just so awesome at History. I'm kind of worried for Chinese. I really don't understand or know anything about it and it's not an elective, so it's not like I have anything to back it up later. :( And I have a bottle of pineapple tarts next to me, but I can't eat them. T_T It's past 8PM and well, pineapple tarts are a thing of the devil! They are actually really, really fattening. I think it's because of the pineapple and the amount of oil it uses to fry the pineapple topping. Gross. :/ But I'm really tempted to eat just one. Which would probably escalate to many other tarts being popped in, so I shall not. -determined- I managed to drop 2kg since the other time when we took our height and weight at the start of the year, although I don't know if it'll reflect on the school's weighing machine because that weighing machine just sucks. But I think I look a little skinnier now. I want to become as skinny as Vernszxszx. She's like a stick! Out of all 7 of us, I'm like the fattest. :( Well, then again, I just began to realize how much I used to eat in a day and I felt like a big whale-like monster. I have discovered that while there are some demons who never gain weight no matter how much junk they load into their bodies, most skinny girls actually don't eat much and do exercise quite often. Anorexic, much? :/ Well, I'm the kind who gains twice as much as I eat, so I've decided to seriously cut down on my food intake and I'm quite happy with the amount of food I've been eating lately and the kinds of food. I just hope everything doesn't balloon back during the CNY weekend, it does take effort to refrain from eating and I think there will be a lot of good food during CNY to be eaten. Damn. Meemeeszx pointed out the other day that my skin looks better too (after I started to eat less and eat more of the 'right' stuff). I started observing the condition of my skin more closely and I realized, OMG SHE'S RIGHT. My skin is getting a lot better. Even though my T-zone (or actually just the spot between my eyebrows lol) is still very pink and looks very diseased, the rest of my forehead looks okay and my cheeks are still pretty flawless. Except for that one angrily pink scar-ish spot next to my lip. :( My nose still looks kind of gross and the small dip between my cheeks and my nose looks still, slightly gross. My chin got smoother albeit still looking very battle-worn. I wish I took better care of my skin when I was younger and didn't pick at my pimples. THE RESULT OF MY CHILDISH AND FOOLISH ACTIONS -full of regret- How I wish I had skin like Kiseop. :/ Or Junhyung.  Kiseop's flawless face. Which I envy a lot. This is actually one of my favourite pictures of him. For some reason, I like all the pictures where he looks really feminine and gentle. I think he looks really pretty here and I want to be like him. I wouldn't mind going through plastic surgery to end up looking like him. :D ... Actually, that sounds kind of creepy because I want to look like a man, which I don't. I just think he makes a really pretty girl. If I hadn't known that he was a man, I probably would have mistaken him to be a girl when I saw him in drag as a cheerleader for SNSD. I'm serious and I'm pretty much a professional in guessing the genders of androgynous individuals. -honed skill from being in an all-girls' school- OMG KISEOP STOP BEING SO PRETTY. And on the contrary to what Meemeeszx said about him being an 'AA' type girl, I bet if you saw his skin condition you'd be jealous too, if you are into these kinds of things. Now every time I refresh my Twitter homepage, I wish that new tweet was rocketboxx posting about how the last part of episode 2 is up. I actually hold my breath for it -.- In an attempt to achieve Kiseop/Junhyung-like complexion, I will now drink lots and lots and lots of water, eat less oily food and yeah... keep up a stringent beauty regimen. <--- that sounded so gay. I don't even know why I want to have such nice skin anyway, it's not like I'm pretty, so having good skin won't even attract guys. But then again, even if it does miraculously attract guys, I don't even want a relationship right now. So technically, I could just screw up my face right? Does that even make sense? Okay, maybe not. I shall go watch ZE:A at the O4A fan meeting and spazz over them performing 'New Star'. :D Julle 주월 8:28 PM
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