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Tuesday, February 16, 2010 As expected, now that I read the previous post, it is extremely stupid. Maybe it was just my heart remembering, but I don't have those kinds of feelings anymore. It was long over and I should stop dwelling. In any case (my favourite phrase of this period of time LOL), I had a really interesting dream last night. It was about me getting into a relationship of the romantic sort. I can't stop thinking about it though, because I really do kind of have a small crush on that other person (well, come to think about it, it can't be that small of a crush if I actually had a dream about him). He kind of looks like Arashi's Ninomiya Kazunari. LOL. Nino was actually my second favourite member of Arashi after Ohno. Which reminds me, one of Mari's classmates looked a bit like Vanessa Lam. LOL. Random thought that I suddenly thought of. I just suddenly remembered how she looked and how I always thought she looked kind of like Vanessa Lam so I kind of didn't really talk to her because Vanessa Lam scares me. On the other hand, there was one girl who was really nice and friendly to me. Come to think of it, she looks a bit like a mix between Jaime (did I spell her name right?) and Melissa Mak. :/ Hmm... So Asians do typically look the same, no matter what kind of Asian we are. LOL. Okay, Oppa's house seriously has a LOL atmosphere. I can't stop LOL-ing now that I'm blogging from his room, even though 'Heartbeat' is playing in the background. I was listening to Omarion's 'Ice Box' just now and I'm glad BEAST performed to that song! It is really, really nice. HOW OLD IS THAT SONG? o.O Some girl heard it when she was 5 and now she's 10. WTF. Oh, that makes the song 5 years old, roughly. Niceeee. I got this ice box where my heart used to be. Sounds a little familiar. Although, I can't say an ice box is entirely accurate, but I swear my heart isn't the same anymore. Sometimes, I wonder if it was always like that, but to love someone has become a lot harder. :/ I think my mom just called me. It's 11:31PM and I have school tomorrow, I haven't showered yet and I'm not even home yet. Damn. I'm still thinking about that guy from my dream. I need to stop thinking about him, because it isn't even plausible. ... whoa. Totally forgot my uncle was sleeping on the floor next to me until he kind of shuffled around and made a little noise. My hair looks like crap, I'll bet. I'm not going to look into a mirror until I've showered. :/ I got this ice box where my heart used to be. ★, Julle 주월 11:22 PM
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