epilogue



Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I'm supposed to sleep early so this is gonna be a short and retarded post. I kind of get bored of writing in good English on my blog all the time. Or... the best standard of English that I have anyway. Sometimes I just wanna type randomly like omg wtf and have some variety, but I guess I have too much of a 'S' personality to do that. Mrs Tan says that 'S' stands for 'structured'. Yeah, I guess I'm kind of structured. I think I was born a structured person, but it was untapped in the earlier years of my miserably short life. That explains my anal retentiveness. But the structured potential of my personality was recently unleashed in a good way. I think. I'm more organized now and I actually do stuff about my life I didn't really bother about before. I feel good about that.

I feel good about myself. O: I know I have homework left at the back of my mind that I still haven't handed up yet, but still. I finally did up all my grossly overdue homework! :D Like that English write-up, the Physics workbook practice and the English editing thing. In any case, I have realized the importance of post-its and now I'm using them rather madly. And I wished all post-its were super sticky so that they would stop peeling off my wall. I pasted a post-it on the board behind my computer which happens to be white and the corner keeps peeling off. It annoys me greatly, but everything I try to stick it back it just peels off again. I also put up some of the pictures that Jean printed from our Hong Kong trip. :D My room feels more personal now and less like a hotel room that I'm staying in for a temporary period of time.

Anyway, since I'm gonna do the Add. Math assignment that I just remembered during recess tomorrow (instead of eating like I should), I'd better go and hit the sack now! Just thought I should post something to collect some of my thoughts. I'm organizing them, but I still have lots to work on.

Mada mada dane~

I think I can collect my thoughts better when I lay everything out in text like this. Words are really my security blanket and my comfort zone. I think that if someone ever took my words away from me, I would be utterly lost and devastated. Worse than taking away any of my other senses, I hope that I will always be able to see and to write like this. The only thing I fear about health deterioration with age is that my vision will become worse and I might lose the ability to write due to health-related issues.

25 minutes to midnight, so I should really go sleep. Goodnight, world. :)

★,
Julle 주월

P.S: I hope Meemeeszx memorizes the lyrics and sings that song. I'll memorize it and sing it too! :D Oh and to Meemeeszx, if you still read my blog, thanks for your compliments, I'll tell my mom about your opinion on the exterior and see if I can convince her to let you in on the interior. Lol.

11:23 PM