epilogue



Monday, December 14, 2009

1-st question. Priorities in your life:

1: LOVE
2: PRIDE
3: CAREER
4: FAMILY
5: MONEY

2-nd question:

Cute implies your own personality.
Shrewd implies personality of your partner.
Disgusting implies the personality of your enemies
Bitter- It is how you interpret sex.
Wide implies your own life.

3-rd question:

Vernice - Someone you will never forget.
Yuxi - Someone you consider your true friend.
Hillary - Someone that you really love.
Lisabelle - Your twin soul.
Kiven - Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life.

To be honest this quiz isn't that accurate,
because family definitely is in the higher up of my list,
amongst all those things there.
I'm definitely not cute either.
(I was thinking cute but bitchy,
I'll admit I'm bitchy but I'm not cute).
I won't even comment on the rest there. :/
And Lisabelle is definitely not my twin soul.
I don't even talk to Yuxi.

Either way, this is pretty much full of shit.
But I can't help to believe it.
Well, not mine anyway.
It kind of hurts, it pierces and it gets stuck,
but I can't help but cling onto it.
I've ever thought of abandoning it,
but I always end up shoving back into me.
Just like the Heart in the Brave Brothers' "Finally" MV,
featuring Kevin and Alexander for the vocals.

But I think I finally have the strength now,
to pull that shard out for ever.
I want to leave us behind,
so that it'll stop hurting me.
I'm being selfish, but wasn't I always?
It's not like you really need me anymore anyway,
I can't help but feel stupid.
They were all probably just lies,
the words you always wanted to say,
but I wasn't that person you really wanted to say them to.

I feel so fooled.
I must have been an idiot to believe those words,
but I'm going to stop now.

우리 헤어졌어.

Enjoy this wonderful, meaningful and adorable music video,
even though it is kind of morbid and sad,
but that's been my kind of thing for a while now.



★,
Julle 줄레

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