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Thursday, November 19, 2009 Does freedom equate to being able to go out whenever you want? First of all, you're a girl while you're brother is quite obviously a guy. Almost all the time, bad guys go after weak and helpless girls like you. Think you can beat a guy up and defend yourself? Probably not. I bet if I so much as punch you in the face, you might just concuss and die on the spot. And I'm not even a guy. The gap that is there was placed by you and no one else. The one that isn't listening is not them but you. You are their most precious daughter, they love you and want to protect you as much as they can. It really irks me that you would dislike your parents so much, simply because they love you in a way that you don't quite agree with. Why do you have to be so stubborn and want your way no matter what? I'll admit, it's hypocritical of me to say I don't do that, but I'm trying my best not to do so anymore, I'm trying to change and so should you. The world doesn't revolve only around you, and if my parents had such low expectations of me, I would be more than very happy because I'd be less stressed out. Had I failed any subjects like you did, I'd probably never get to see the light of the day till next year. Is it not good enough that your parents even allow you to cosplay? When they know its affecting your grades, your future, your everything? And now you rebelliously want to meet up with them alone, without any chaperone of any sort. At least you'll have schoolmates around during the cosplay event, but in these sorts of private meetings, none of them are your school friends right? Your parents assume that your school friends are like you, so they trust your school friends to keep you safe. But they have no inkling of an idea how your cosplay friends are like, maybe that's why they absolutely feel its not safe for their young daughter to go out with them. Maybe I'm being to arrogant to think this way, especially since I've never seen your parents communicate with you, I've never even seen your parents at all. But I have a feeling most parents are the same way. ... She just wants to protect me too, and sometimes I don't realize that. To her, some of the people around me are not safe for me, they are dangerous to me and might hurt me. She loves me that's why she doesn't feel secure when I'm with them, that's the reason why she won't let me hang out with Hillary. Maybe its simply because she misunderstood, but she only meant the best for me. I'm sorry that I can't apologize to you, I'm sorry that I misunderstood your intentions then, but I hope you understand that I'm just 14. Just 14 and unable to make the right decisions yet, but I'll work hard from now onwards to do the right things. All I need from you is to say you love me sometimes, because then I'll always remember that you're protecting me. You're covering me in a warm protective sheet of your love. 엄마, 사랑합니다 ♥ Julle 줄레 P.S: I'm pretty sure its quite obvious who this post was for, but I doubt she'll ever read it, and she probably has very different views from me, so she'll definitely get angry and ask me to fuck off, but hey, this is my blog, my opinions. ;D
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