epilogue

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Michi decided to be random today,

she messaged me something about SHINee,

then we ended up on the phone for a while.

We talked about a lot of crap.

And I came up with the conclusion that I'm a bad person.

I wish I was nicer,

I wish I wasn't so annoying,

I wish I could stop pitying myself,

because I'm seriously a fucking bitch.

Anyway, I'm working on that now,

which includes no more not making sense.

I need to stop thinking so much.

When I think too much,

it screws up my morals and values.

I wanna be like Xiaxue.

She really is a one of a kind,

superhero woman kind of woman.

I think it would be good to be her friend,

but of course why would Singapore's #1 blogger be my friend?

Especially when I'm such a fuckhead. :/

To Hillary;

I love you so much,

and I do stupid things when I'm angry (and of course, stupid).

I hope you forgive me,

and I'll stop picking on you.

I feel so really bad right now.

Michi made me realize many things today.

Thanks, Michi. <3

Umm... woke up really early to go for tuition too.

I hate Saturday tuitions. :/

Plus Shirlynn wasn't really in the class today,

and Fiona didn't come either.

No Nijaw to giggle over.

Borrrrrrring!

Today was really messed up.

Was supposed to go to Shirlynn's to do English,

but she forgot and told Lilin that she'd do whole day tuition.

We managed to arrange for her to finish early today,

and I was supposed to go meet her.

On the way out we met Boss,

then he suggested dinner at Ion.

We ended up going for dinner at Taste Paradise or something,

it was a Chinese restaurant.

It was really frickin brilliant.

We were in the Emperor Yongzheng room, I think.

There was a room for Qin Shihuang too! LIKE OMG SO COOL.

But that room is for people with many guests.

Our room was relatively smaller,

with a table for six.

The dinner lasted from about 7 plus to 10 plus almost 11. :/

Going out for dinner with him always ends up as a three-hour affair.

The other time at Les Amis was the same too!

But that was too fucking cool to regret,

even though I ended up sleeping really late.

And the next day there was SJAB and shit.

School sucks like that.

I still have the Les Amis menu in Mumther's car, if I'm not wrong.

Constantly forgetting to take it out! D<

I need to steal the photos from Jean and post them up too.

I think out of all the dinners,

(three; Les Amis, Tatsu, Taste Paradise)

the one at Les Amis was the best.

I loooooved the French cuisine,

even though I didn't know what I was eating half the time.

It was just so enjoyable there,

even though it was awkward with me in my uniform,

and not knowing half a shit about fine dining.

That part was annoying and crap,

but the food was wonderful! :D

I liked the bread there too,

and their butter.

Everything was just so cute and fascinating!

The eating at Tatsu was the easiest,

not as fancy as the other two,

but the food wasn't much to my taste.

Today's dinner was pretty good,

but I got full really early.

I think I'm gonna gain 5kg every time we eat out with him. ><

I managed to buy my sheep too!

Technically, they call it a lamb,

but its a sheep to me!

His name is Dudu now.

Wanted to call him just Sheep,

but the tag on his ear (Missy Lambster? o.O) said Little Dudu.

So he has become Xiao Dudu. :D

Xiaobai's younger brother!

This is like China and his siblings all over again.

(WHEN DOES SHINATTY-CHAN APPEAR IN THE ANIME?)

We also visited some tea shop,

TWG TEA at Ion too.

Because the Fartsy didn't go,

Boss and Fiona (his assistant, not to be mistaken with tuition-Fiona)

bought macarons for her.

2 of each for 8 flavours.

18 macarons = $38.

Same price I paid for Xiao Dudu.

DUDU WAS NOT CHEAP. SHIET.

No X'mas presents. T_T

But I've been wanting to collect a sheep for a long time now.

My next target is a large, half-human size doll.

My collecting hobby is officially collecting cute plushies.

I think I'll commission a China plushie from the Hetalia comm,

once I save enough money for that kind of shit.

In the mean time, I need to settle for paper craft. ;D

Still don't know about AFA.

Michi might be borrowing my PoT suit,

from the previous cosplay event at Downtown East.

Sorry, but I can't remember the event name.

Met Mapple there too,

when I was eating with Sableena.

Don't know if I posted about it previously.

Michi'll be going as Ryoma Echizen,

if she can't go as the original character she wanted to play.

TO BE CHINA OR NOT TO BE CHINA.

That is the question.

I might just end up going as China in Chinese clothes.

Anyway, insert intermission here for me to shower.

Okay! Smell like the flowers in heaven now!

My face is getting better!

The Quick and Clean pimple gel is good. :Db

Probably not as awesome as Hillary's pimple patch,

but quite efficient too.

AND OH YEAH.

We were rushing back from Hougang Mall NTUC just now,

because we had to meet Boss in Ion at about 1830-1930,

so Jean was pushing the whole trolley full of about a week's worth of groceries,

then she accidentally ran into a man in front of her,

scrapping the back of his ankles.

She apologized and everything,

but the uncle was really... :/

"Oww, ouch, uhh... oww..."

I have to say,

that's very unmanly.

When I get run over by Fartsy (almost always),

I just go, "Tssssssk. Oi!"

Which is okay because Fartsy is my beloved sister,

but I don't whine and go "oww, ouch, uhh... oww..."

I get over in the next 2 seconds and limp off to buy something shiny that attracted me. :D

And even though she apologized,

he told his wife, or his female companion,

"That stupid girl ah..."

Then I was rushed off to the car.

Umm... hello,

she didn't entirely run over you,

she just scrapped the back of your ankle by ACCIDENT,

and she apologized to you.

We were in a rush.

That doesn't justify her doing that,

but she apologized.

Can't you just be a little gracious?

Either way, I'm sorry, to whoever you are, that my sister scrapped your ankle.

You weren't wearing socks and your pants didn't cover your ankle,

so it was a direct hit.

I. Am. Sorry.

Sincerely.

Even though your reaction was too exaggerated,

but I know we were in the wrong too.

And Jean should stop picking fights.

She's telling me not to be opinionated when it doesn't hurt people,

but she scraps ankles, apologizes in an insincere manner,

then she rolls her eyes at the person.

Honestly,

she's just looking for someone to punch her or something (sometimes).

Read my old blog.

I'm retarded.

Okay, actually I think if I read through the 60+ previous posts,

I'll realize I'm damn emo and retarded too.

Okay. Read through my entire old blog.

It's super short.

About less than 20 entries.

Finished everything in about 15 minutes.

OMG IT'S 0100.

I NEED TO GO AND SLEEP.

Good grief. D:

Gute nacht, jeder.

★,
Julle 줄레

12:04 AM