epilogue



Friday, September 25, 2009

Next post hits the big five-oh!
I'm so glad that I made it through the week.
But I'm so afraid now.
The exams are starting next week.
Next week is also our last week of lessons as secondary two students.
Feels like only yesterday that I enrolled into CHIJ SJC as a 13-year-old.
Next year I'm gonna hit 15 and I'm starting to feel old!

I'm kind of dreading secondary three,
what with the double maths and all.
And it brings me another year closer to my 'O's.
Unlike some of my seniors,
I do care about my grades a lot and I've already started prepping for the last sprint,
figuratively.

I'm kind of glad to be dropping two subjects though,
Art for one has never been my forte.
And I wasn't a big fan of cooking or making stuff (MR SENG!)

Currently collecting logs on Country Story,
and stones. I need some corn too.
Please donate some corn to me, everyone!
Also, I need a bunch of friends more on Country Story,
would be nice if my flist started playing! ;D
I just added Vani onto my flist. Yaaaaay first Indian. <3
Don't get me wrong,
I'm not being particularly racist.
I'm just saying that she's an Indian,
because its a fact like how I'm Chinese.
It's not discriminating.
It's effective categorizing and provision of information.

Now you know Vani is an Indian, amirite? xD
Honestly, why do the Indians get so offended?
It's not like I'm saying the 'smelly' Indians or anything,
I'm just addressing you guys as you are,
the... Indians.
You guys can call me the Chinese bitch if you want.
I don't mind and I don't think its very racist.
Being very racist would be say...
"You know, all Malays are so fugly."
Which is not true,
because plenty of the pretty girls I know are Malay.
Or it could be like saying...
"All Chinese girls are so ah lian!"
Which is not true also,
because I'm not very lian, am I?
I do know of a few number of girls who are,
-coughsnataliecoughs-
but that's just racist.
See?

I'm wearing the rainbow coloured shirt Jean bought from Perth!
It's so gorgeous really,
I'm not a big fan of fashion and I have no sense for it,
but this shirt really makes me feel good wearing it.
And it's just so bright and beautiful!

Waiwai called me cute just now too.
"Baby, baby! :D So cute!"
I feel so flattered,
because she's the one who's totally adorable,
but she called me cute instead.
-shameless-

Also! I noticed that my hair is really growing very long,
so much so that its annoying me at my neck already!
Even if I tie it up really high as usual.
I'm proud of my hair for growing out so well,
but the weather here is unforgiving for such a hairstyle.
But I'm not cutting any of these long locks!
It took me such a long time to get them this long!
Jean's Asience conditioner is doing wonders for my hair,
even though my hair keeps falling out like crazy.
It feels really thin when its not tied up,
but once the ponytail is up,
my hair feels like a thick bush. D:

Hmm...
Can't wait for next Friday.
But I hate it all the same.
English end of years but the big move!
I've been waiting for this for two years!
It's finally time for my dream to come true,
and I love the solid bright colours of it.
Can you guess what it is?

Anticipating tomorrow too,
it's Kenneth's birthday so we're going to Oppa's!
There's tuition at 10:15 in the morning though,
I have to finish up that mensuration question.
(Tell me honestly, who read it as menstruation?)

I think I should take more pictures too.
I'm not exactly drop dead gorgeous,
including the fact that I have horrendous pimples,
but I think I'm getting prettier.
I also think that it'll encourage me to care for my skin better.
And I'll have more memories.

don't let me forget,
show me your true beauty,
the one unhidden by your mask

★,
Julle 줄레

8:35 PM