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Monday, September 7, 2009 Do you even need me anymore? Really, you say you do, but right now it's a little hard to believe. I can understand your frustration, because we haven't spoken about this seriously, and I've been feeling like shit lately. I would like to see your effort a little more please, because it doesn't seem like I'm that important after all. It always feels this way, like I'm so easily thrown aside for others. That was the most painful thing and until now, it still is. You didn't understand, and I don't understand you, do you still think you want an us? Do you still want to my best friend? You can't change, and I don't want to ask you to, but I want you know that I really cared, because you said you did, I want to believe that we were something, not just two strangers walking along the same path. 君はどこにいて 誰とどこにいて どんな服を着て 何して笑ってるんだろう 僕はここにいて 今もここにいて 君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ Where are you now? Who are you being with? What kind of clothes are you wearing? What are doing and laughing at? I am right here. Even now, I am right here. And I still believe that we will see each other again. You're the only one I'm thinking of. Did you lose your faith, do you want to leave me behind now, for real? If you've stopped believing in Him, then please know that I'm crying for your loss, because He is the most important person, and He gave us the time we spent together, He was the one who brought us together. If you don't believe in Him anymore, than any meaning of us is lost. He was the reason why I found you, and the reason why we could stick. Like a sweet enlightening, maybe I've realized what tore us apart. You have lost faith. ★, Julle 줄레 12:02 AM
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